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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 1, 2022 17:12:51 GMT 9.5
I need to get this down in real time
Throat and lower back of head firm, rising to (slowly) the top of my head and a little above seems like a string connecting energy above my head going somewhere good. Tired. I am just going to let this happen and see where it takes me
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 1, 2022 17:18:21 GMT 9.5
I made the mistake of reading your above post Paul in passing as I wrote the above
Deep breath.
1. I for many years I have found myself in front of a large committee meeting of what I had always assumed to be aliens, they recognised me but also ignored me.
2. With help from the lodge that just helped me I just found myself back in front of that crowd. This time it was silent. I banged my new staff three times. They cheered. Never before has this crowd been so focused on me, even though I have always been central in the picture.
3. I think it will be a while before am properly cooled down from this energy.
I will spellcheck later, but need to integrate and recover
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 1, 2022 17:25:34 GMT 9.5
This can’t be right, I have been given a crook from a green dressed lady and a flail from a tall thin silver dressed man. They are all now kneeling in front of me (some in the distance might be bowing, but I can’t really focus that far easily). I have told them to rise.
This could get very difficult for my ego and from darker forces mind you I think that they grudgingly accept
Paul you have just initiated a process that to the point of banging my prior staff had no effect in a crowed multi tiered chamber that I have been in several times. I am now being (was going to say clapped but I don’t think that is quite right). I really need to recover, my mind is needs to rest
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 1, 2022 17:33:17 GMT 9.5
Ok I have set some individual thank you processes in the background, which will take some time and is proving to be quite educational re individuals there. But with the background processing I am nearly recovered. So let’s spellcheck
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 1, 2022 17:43:17 GMT 9.5
Paul
Thank you. You have enabled me to succeed in something that I have being trying and failing at for years. That crowded chamber always had me in the centre, and while I knew they chose me, even me banging (my prior) staff they largely ignored me.
There is s much energetically happening just now, but I can function through it.
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Post by paul on Jun 1, 2022 17:51:23 GMT 9.5
You are doing well in uniting your solar systemic role with your human incarnation.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 4, 2022 23:04:44 GMT 9.5
Paul
Further feedback.
1. Not only my dreams (on waking), but also now when I visualise travel, eg ocean swimming, I am now most definitely seeing in high definition. After many years of ‘flat’ viewing this is quite an experience.
2. This might be tricky to accurately explain. Shortly after the skill cubes my body felt like layers at different vibrational rates. All working together but equally distinct. I suppose a bit like a shirt, covered by a waistcoat, covered by a jacket. It was subtle but was there. Now they have harmonised into a single structure. It’s firmer and more pliable. I feel so much more empowered internally; inner focus has improved; my sword feels more powerful; and generally I (think that I) can glimpse more clearly. It’s fascinating to explore.
Note for spooks who might be scratching their heads. Yes I understand that it could be no more than the effects of suggestion or Dexamethasone, but the effects are clear, even if only on waking when my dreams are distinctly photographic quality now, as opposed to just images and low quality video.
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Post by paul on Jun 5, 2022 7:02:02 GMT 9.5
>my body felt like layers at different vibrational rates
The various subplanes anchor in the body in layers
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 5, 2022 19:31:15 GMT 9.5
>my body felt like layers at different vibrational rates The various subplanes anchor in the body in layers Thanks Paul. Can I ask, in case you know….. Does such harmonisation cause tiredness? I ask as over the past few days or so I have been much tireder than normal. While I get tired and fatigued from my treatment, my bloods are ok so it isn’t connected to that. Life stresses haven’t increased so it is not that. About the only other possibility that I can think of is how The Economist and Separately the likes of George Soros are now predicting the real risk of ww3, potentially soon. But as I have been predicting that to these timescales for years I can’t see how that would tire me beyond frustration that, as has happened throughout my life, I get ignored when conventional wisdom catches up. But that is frustrating not tiring. Hence my question Paul. The sort of esoteric development that I have been going through over the past days/week or so. Can that result in unusual levels of (solid sleep) tiredness?
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Post by paul on Jun 5, 2022 19:44:31 GMT 9.5
Your kidney and liver energies look very low - less than 10%. I suspect your pharmaceuticals
Send light from your heart flame to both organs - and to lungs and heart
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 5, 2022 19:49:46 GMT 9.5
Your kidney and liver energies look very low - less than 10%. I suspect your pharmaceuticals Send light from your heart flame to both organs - and to lungs and heart Thanks I know from my recent bloods that they are ok, but I doubt blood tests pick up energy. Indeed the drugs can cause both liver and kidney failure.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 5, 2022 20:28:53 GMT 9.5
Paul
Now that was interesting. Before I share my immediate results, let me be perfectly frank. Within the new age and the remote viewing communities I have come across many claims of remote diagnosis and healing. Suffice to say that I was unimpressed.
Having just followed your suggestion Paul, I have to admit that the initial result has impressed me.
Liver
I have non alcoholic fatty liver disease. My bloods are just above normal but well within the ok range. I could sense and feel precisely where the damage is within my liver.
Kidneys
My kidney bloods are normal. But I was able to sense a difference between my kidneys, one has a distinctly denser area than the other in part of it. I have no idea if that is normal but as my kidneys are functioning properly and their blood tests are normal I am not worrying about it. But it is fascinating.
Paul, can I push you a little here, re my original question, can the sort of esoteric work I have been doing recently result in unusual levels of tiredness (over and above the pharmaceutical induced normal tiredness and fatigue)?
Added: kidney hooks removed and dealt with.
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 5, 2022 20:46:41 GMT 9.5
Quite hypnotic Foxfires
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 6, 2022 0:30:12 GMT 9.5
so if were dreaming in awake state HOW Do u plan to awaken THERE Are 2 kinds of Chefs in kitchens ~ cookers ones that always follow recopies / directions and ones that just know how to make delicious food Foxfires I am going to assume that this isn’t a philosophical question, and that you are asking what others have asked of me on occasion since the millennium. If I am wrong in this assumption please forgive me. 1. There are clearly people out there, as explained before here and elsewhere, who have expectations of me. 2. However I, like any of us, can only do what we can do, and focusing on the expectations of others can lead to failure and disappointment. 3. So I bumble and stumble my way along, growing at a pace that works for me, like the fabled tortoise. When I have tried to be the hare I have burnt out. 4. There are clearly parts of the Masonic world, as one example, that sees things in me, that has been evidenced in multiple ways over the years, from Grand Master level down. While other parts want the door tightly bolted to keep me away. Other examples can be found in the conspiracy world and, to a lesser degree, in some religious aspects. 5. Now I have always been clear about what I can and can’t do, hence my openness over the decades. There is plenty to see for any spook who objectively looks at my Internet history. 6. As I have recently explained there are two primary things that I can or could do. 7. The first, and my preferred option, and as recently discovered on here, seemingly backed by Sirius. This is to simply report back on death, after my audit of how much humanity the human race has. The short answer is no where near enough, even in an advanced nation like Britain where food banks are now being used by some professionals, and where fear has been injected into society since 2010, causing coroner confirmed deaths. Hence my adverse audit report recommending a speedier evolution to Homo sapiens mark two. 8. My other option is to do as you suggest and lead. While I know that I have on occasion touched hearts globally which again are evidenced in my internet history in various fields, this is a direction fraught with difficulty. 9. For a start I honestly believe that I could only have a chance of success if I was one of the financially richest people on this planet. I have often explained why. But essentially (1) to get myself above money, (2) to encourage a better direction by others through allocation of funds, (3) to fund what I think needs funding. But more than that I am aware that would open up kidnapping etc issues, and I am well aware how money can consume and divert you and your family. 10. So let’s just say that the money became available, what could I do? In addition to 1,2,3 just above? I could fund experiences that would lead to me knowing myself better, which in time should refine my abilities somewhat. This should lead to more specific, detailed, analysis and better outcomes. Eg in predicting the precise point at which ww3 becomes inevitable so that spooks can verify and diplomats diplome us away from it. However I just don’t think that there is sufficient time left for that one, so I can only hope that now spooks and governments realise that we are at a key fracture point, that they get there themselves, while I focus on issues after that. You know like the changing global power balance etc. 11. As we know from work on here, Orion seems to want that. 12. Ultimately Foxfires I have been shouting extensively for a decade plus. Where has it got me? Precisely nowhere. 13. So unless I suddenly find my financial situation rise to the global top, I am happy to stick with Sirius, let the world destroy itself, and after a further God intervention to reengineer us again, come back in perhaps another couple of thousand years to see how we are all getting along. 14. Two thousand years ago we were given a second chance. We blew it. So maybe now is the time for God to intervene again. It is certainly my current position. 15. I am tired of banging my head against brick walls, while the human situation deteriorates. Another reason for the financial requirements, to ensure buy in from darker forces, who may choose continued power over loosing it all as humans become less addicted and become nicer. 16. I believe that there is a Sufi saying that goes something like this…..you are the light, have you not worked that out yet (from a ww2 resistance film). Sure I could reenergise the United Nations (with cooperation), sure I could get the wealth management/financial systems operating more in tune with this planet (given sufficient money and time), sure I could help billions to have a better quality of life (with cooperation), and sure I could help prevent global war (well maybe not this one as it has been left too late for me to sufficiently skill up), etc. But ultimately the world does not need a person to lead, it needs to open hearts globally. You are the light, do you not realise that yet?
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 6, 2022 4:38:01 GMT 9.5
Foxfires
I do the best I can. If that isn’t good enough so be it.
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Post by paul on Jun 6, 2022 5:39:50 GMT 9.5
.. can the sort of esoteric work I have been doing recently result in unusual levels of tiredness... I have not seen examples of that. I have however seen cases where parasitic entities have been feeding on the life force of various organs. So inner planes work, done ignorantly, could anger the parastic entities that then punish their captive human
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 6, 2022 15:50:00 GMT 9.5
id consider> I do the best I can. If that isn’t good enough so be it.< To perhaps maybe what i share shakes doubt with u Foxfires You asked so I will answer, but you may not like it. You mainly share biblical quotes, from a Christian bible. Fair play to you. There is wisdom and knowledge there. However: 1. Christianity, of whatever flavour, is a new religion, based on the life of a Jew. Jesus was born, lived his life and died a Jew. Christianity is a post Jesus invention. 2. There are plenty of older religions still practiced on this planet. Eg Judaism, Hinduism. 3. The Christian bible was cobbled together through horse trading at the Council of Nicosia. 4. Translation errors have crept in from the original over time. 5. Some parts of the Christian bible are word for word or near word for word taken from the ancient Egyptian religion and as I am now learning from ancient Sumer, Assyria, Babylon. Hence I can absolutely assure you Foxfires, as a Gnostic (direct line), your biblical quotes while they can be wise, in no way shakes doubt within me. I am not a lost sheep. Sorry, but you did ask.
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Post by paul on Jun 6, 2022 16:49:44 GMT 9.5
> as a Gnostic (direct line), your biblical quotes while they can be wise, in no way shakes doubt within me Gnostics do not need priests - hence the 20 year crusade against gnostic Christians in southern France en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albigensian_Crusade
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Post by stewartedwards on Jun 7, 2022 21:42:29 GMT 9.5
Paul
I am going to give you some more feedback, as I know how useful it can be to know how things turn out. It also helps others see what can happen.
Throughout my life I have struggled with obesity. It doesn’t concern me one iota, but it does bother doctors. Even though I have nearly zero of the expected complications. Anyhow in the past few days there has been a noticeable change, which I think is skill cube related.
While I am still overeating (a fairly healthy diet), the inner ‘need’ to eat has gone, and the past couple of days it has just been habit. I also feel bloated, which I don’t normally do. I have had a bit of a dig around and it does seem that this is a result of all the skill cube activity. It will be interesting to see how it pans out as I break the habit, now that I no longer seem to have an overriding ‘need’ to eat too much.
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Post by paul on Jun 8, 2022 6:47:25 GMT 9.5
In my observation, over-eating is usually to deal with emotional pain. Filling the stomach with dense low-vibration food allows the stomach to stop resonating with the emotional pain of the solar plexus
On the other hand, if the digestive system is failing badly in absorbing important nutrients, there will be a constant need to eat, with all those calories going into fat
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