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Post by paul on Apr 20, 2024 13:15:44 GMT 9.5
>if the intent antenna is horizontal and resists being made vertical?
I stay away from energies that will not align with the On-High. My experience is that the more vertical is the energy flow into a human, the more it can be trusted
>still some quite adverse energies still associated with me
Can you visualize a dark entity feeding off the front of your abdomen? Why do you put up with it?
>I "took back control"
I was trying an exercise with a ""human" visitor the other day. I said: say "I AM the boss"
She could say it, but the "am" was too quiet, no matter how often she said it
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 20, 2024 13:49:51 GMT 9.5
I see now. Why I came here.
As my husky comforts me after yelling, I AM the BOSS!!!
I came here detour, to ascend the canines so that they could accompany us as we transcend
To bring them with
Because I love them
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 20, 2024 15:24:01 GMT 9.5
i went to the yurt
The usual fears came up-
However I endeavore dto overcome them
I had my blade- and if need be I would use it- however the forest was cautious
I lewft a beer infused with vodka
a gift for a friend
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 20, 2024 15:25:05 GMT 9.5
I am either god or I am not
to trust me
or test me
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 20, 2024 15:33:49 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 1:24:40 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 1:25:45 GMT 9.5
I should have bought the second coffee
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:07:13 GMT 9.5
IDK if all this worked out so that I could drink myself to death
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:22:01 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:33:42 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:42:58 GMT 9.5
You think you're better than me Paul
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:43:15 GMT 9.5
You better think again
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:49:34 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 6:54:51 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 21, 2024 11:23:17 GMT 9.5
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 22, 2024 15:11:47 GMT 9.5
I took on rejection and anger with alcohol and those posts are the result, I am going to leave them.
I wasn't going to post anything for a while so I could re-orient myself.
(I was calling God a rapist as per religious texts)
Something happened this morning.
Something very serious.
My awareness was transferred to the Antarctic, and a group fo animal people.
A US military HMMWV had stopped, with two soldiers, in front of the animal people- who were doing nothing but travelling, and they began to lock and load the M2 (50 cal) "Ma Deuce" machine gun.
It was their intent to slaughter the animal people
So, I focused intently, and I was able to post my body between the animal people and the machine gun
I looked into the two men, they were sent as a test, and almost under complete control of the "OS"
This is unnacceptable.
Before I could pour my wrath out on them, I was shown- the even had already been dealt with- and the men punished- because they know I would annihilate them and everything the have ever loved had they of injured the innocent animal people.
Apparently, men with impure hearts are allowed weaponry around the animal folk
THIS IS UNNACCEPTABLE
There is a cruelty in their hearts, they just wanted to murder innocent animal folk just because they existed.
Also, I think the last few days have shown me, the animal people look up to me as a sort of protector- I am honored.
And, they know I will scour the timelines to find the onew thing you love- and wipe it out of existence- if you fuck with those I love.
I will make Yaldabaoth blush with the cruelty and horror I will purvey on those who would hurt my people.
I have zero issues with making examples out of people- and anyone who hurts the pure hearted will face wrath- if not by my hand, then by thosae who support me.
And those in charge- need to get a fucking HANDLE on the people you have "protecting" these people!
There is a lot fo dysfunction within the military- but not in this land. Not in pure ground. I will not have that corruption taint what is pure, and holy.
Without the purity of Eden, the human race would enter into a very dark phase- without pure hearts, assisting us in our unfoldment- you do NOT want that bullshit!
Many civilizations have devolved into corruption that has ended them.
If I am shown more things I will be essentially forced to act- no more animal people are to be scared, coerced, strong armed, exerted will over, asked to do this or that, or taken advantage of in any way- as humans so enjoy doing.
Fuck that.
No more.
The more BULLSHIT I see going on- because of HUMANS (and others...) I am thinking some of these animal peopler groups NEED TO BE ARMED TO DEFEND THEMSELVES
There is NO VIRTUE IN BEING HARMLESS
Oddly, I am seeing those men, are clones, and designed to get me to get riled up about this? Is this true? What I felt in the hearts of the animal people, was very real- terror- and if a clone can operate a machine gun then it is as deadly as ny human.
I do not like the idea of an unarme,d harmless people
No more will tooth and claw rule the day- but more advanced measures are needed in these, modern times.
I know it will start a whole slew of issues with some of the animnal folk, starting wars with each other- but the idea that two assholes can just lock and load a fucking fifty cal and mow down helpless animal people- makes me livid.
I also told my mother everything- about this, the wolf people, Anastasia, Ladywolf- but nto Cleopatra (She did not wish to be mentioned.)
She was accepting of it, but I shattered her beliefs ona level that she could not argue with
I thyink in a way she is glad because those beliefs were limiting and toxic
She said- these wolves were trying to kill you- yet you love them? And the girls ate your guts? And yet you want to be with them?
I'm like yeah, we all make mistakes in the heat of passion
She laughed
I told her about the love I gave to the wolf girls, and how I felt that love in my puppy
She got a schooling on studying the Bible and picking and choosing verses
(Such as verses about witchcraft, the immorality of having sex slaves by the Israelites- condoned by God, etc...)
She did not know Lilith was Adams first wife
It was amazing how all of this knowledge also seemlessly interweaves with the Christian attitude of today- and not at enmity- with the exception fo the OT
we were "fellowshipping"
I will continue to protect the animal people.
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 22, 2024 15:31:12 GMT 9.5
Also it was confimred that a sasquatch returned my watch to me.
He is offended I would think it was anything but a friendly gesture on his part
He is HUGE
And... A bit pushy in some ways, he had me sit outsiude of the yurt, and gave me some meditations that aligns my consciousness with his'
I learned a lot- and their consciousness is indeed different than our own
They are not swayed by emotion like w eare- their minds are like a flow of water
He is down for sex, but he said he is 'quite large' and not really controlled by his sexual desires like I am (But is open to it)
I said okay
He said I shoudl return to the yurt the next few nights, and he will appear physicall to me- but to keep sex thoughts ,minimized- i told him that will be hard
no pun intended
I asked why not a dogman- he said he is part of a cryptid community, and he is the gateway to other cryptids- he also protects me from some of them, who would take advantage of me
He also showed me I may be killed by him, brutally- but that will give my spirit consciousness a fresh start- and not a bad thing, but won't be "fun"- he is quite strong.
He was not going to hurt me, just floated anm idea for me- which I accepted- cryptids are inherently dangerous
<y mother said, "Be careful!" when I left her after the many hours long talk about wolf people, and I even left some things out for times sake, such as Anastasia's past
However, the things I have accomplished that have been meaningful- all had danger as a part of them
I am gleeful- in being pushed to this level- and even visited the yurt without so much as a blade- and I felt empowered, and even closer to nature
Being brave has given me far more benefit and blessing than the risk could ever make it worth it being "careful"
I do not have a deathwish- just acceptance- if I go shasing dogmen, it may be adverse.
However my greater regret will always be NOT chasing them.
I told my mother, when i was Christian the narrow path was clear- now I am on this journey- all paths are clear
She had surprisingly very little to say about any of it- and I "owned" her intellectually- she was rendered speechless several times
She ahd the usual wrong beliefs about the Freemasons- andf I agreed with her about it-
The Freemasons taught me:
To be positive To forgive my parents To love myself To have hope To have a healthy relationship with those I love (Not be a drag on them) To be empowered To be even keeled emotionally To be forgiving To be accepting To be understanding of others To hone my supernatural skills To have community with inner earth groups To learn to forgive in general
I then told her- what an evil group!
She said, that is how they "get" you, you will worship Satan! I said, I don't worship God- why would I worship satan
I explained to her about Wicca- their first rule- do no harm
And how without the "devil" socieities decay and collapse without adversity
She had to agree to that
That nearly everything I have now that I cherish- is here, because of adversity
Not that I want hard times- but they have made me better
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 22, 2024 15:52:06 GMT 9.5
I am instructing the animal people and life in the realm, to confront these things- and to seek out retribution as per military standards- for punishment- they were threatened, and nearly killed- they are entitled to safely travel in their own lands- I am instructing them to go to the brass for retribution and proper discipline, and event paperwork started for regrievances of injury, even emotional
They have been taught to just accept whatever abuse- but that ends- if an animal person is threatened- they now have the right to address their grievances.
There will be a lot- and the very thing I loathe- beaurocracy- will need to be set up to deal with the great volume of complaints, until they are satisfied- which also opens the door to abuse- however, when humans entered into the affairs of the animal people- they signed up for this- and this event this morning just shows how much oversight is needed in these realms
And- if animal people move on from this- TO LEAVE THEM BE
THEY WANT NO PART OF IT
So leave them alone!
Let them be- they are entitled to liberty and freedom from such things. It is not all good- just needed so they are not abused by people
Many adversities will result from it- i see it all
However, they will eventually integrate with us, this is an essential step to that- and it will also open doors, for mutual benefit between peoples
And will force weak humans from taking advantage of more pure beings
What grievances go unadressed- will be dealt with with esoterically. (Such as, hauntings, hollowing out of souls, spiritual kidnapping, esoteric torment, and annihlation of bloodlines and timelines)
AlL tHe AnImAl PeOpLe Do Is CoMpLaIn
So maybe stop trying to kill them ??
It is going to be a shitshow, but it is needed
AND NO BLOODSPORTS TO SETTLE THINGS
At least not commercially
Some things need to "look the other way"
and let them have their ways
Humans sahould not try too hard to push their ways upon the animal folk
You may be pushed back
They are friendly- to a point
And some of them have connections that can make things very difficult for humans- an din fact- much of our woes are a result of this
so be aware, humans
How you treat the least of them is how you yourself will be treated
SO be good for goodness' sake
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 22, 2024 16:07:53 GMT 9.5
Human-animal human relationships:
Humans often take the kindness and acceptance of the animal people for granted.
They are NOT weak.
In their bloodlines, they have endured horrors and hardships that would destroy many humans
However, it should be accepted- their kindness is NOT weakness.
If humans push hard enough-
The kindly animal person may end up tearing your throat out- it is a line crossed- that can be crossed easily- creating friction and strife
Humans ahve a WAY of bringing out the worst out of them
And then blaming them for the reaction'"While maintaining the typical human, "I did nothing wrong" innocence- while you were being warned and given many signals
And the reverse is true: no animal folk should try making nice with humans- unless you are accepting of the fact that you will be judged based on looks alone
You must have a "hard pelt"
You WILL sense human disgust, hatred, rejection
And never lose your innocence- it is not worth it
Always stay pure.
Humans will tempt you to go down their dark paths- but you already know
You know the end.
So pull away- back to your center- and go vibe with your tribe for a while
It is needed!
Nothing is worth losing your innocence
However, if you are lead to live with humans
Live with humans!
Enjoy us. We can be fun! We aren't all bad- most of us are good.
And we will love the way we feel when you are with us
And we will all feel empty when you depart
We need you.
However
Do not lose you.
Because you are the one we love
If you lose yourself, what made you special- will be lost
DO not suffer this.
But if you do: never forget who you are.
Never forget the dignity you carry in your heart, forged over time that cannot be counted
The struggles, the pain, the triumph
Remember who you are.
Do not lose what time built, to what is new, and fresh.
People are known by their fruits
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Post by tundrawolf on Apr 22, 2024 16:12:07 GMT 9.5
Vibe with the tribe
NO outsiders are to be allowed- unless you are the mate of the animalia
There are some xenophobic dynamics that must be accepted
You can watch the video later!
If it is a wolf people tribe, then wolf people attend, myself the exception, of course
No humans- unless you are mated to a wolf person, and are invested in right relationship with them, in accepting their ways
If changes are to be accepted- then future generations must always be considered- seven generations and nine
DO not throw away what works for what seems good!
The way is within your hearts
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