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Post by sammy on Feb 8, 2024 10:26:49 GMT 9.5
A type of freedom of psyche is what I get. Like being unshackled or undoing/destruction of green tentacles from the body. I will have to wait to see if any physical results.
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Post by sammy on Feb 8, 2024 10:36:29 GMT 9.5
This exercise has made me focus on something rather odd. My own jealousy, as I was the first person I tried to "release" from the energy. I try not to be a judgy person so I looked at myself first.
I could see snipits of green bands here and there peaking through, but then get pushed back down into the stew pot. This tracks per my personality. So I whent straight to the question "what am I jealous of?".
I would be jealous of a perfect world.. but I know that no such place yet exists on any level or plane. I am happy with my wife.. I don't compare her or saddened when seeing others.
Something for me to look out for more then usual I think. Or maybe I've just had to let so many things go over the years I don't feel it anymore..
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Post by paul on Feb 8, 2024 12:31:56 GMT 9.5
>"what am I jealous of?"
Do you feel your inner qualities and/or mission have not been properly recognized by the world?
Visualize the words "Ciakahrr Empire" next to your lightbody. What happens?
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Post by sammy on Feb 8, 2024 13:13:28 GMT 9.5
>"what am I jealous of?" Do you feel your inner qualities and/or mission have not been properly recognized by the world? Visualize the words "Ciakahrr Empire" next to your lightbody. What happens? Properly? Probably not.. I may have some resentment. I have been also letting that go. The name seemed large, white, gold, and red colors. I do not attach to these energies easily though. It seemed to be offering me something but I seek no empires. I guess when it's all said and done I just really don't care anymore. It is what it is. I will have tried my best with others and myself and I can live with that.. or die with that.. My hope is always here, it's just hard to say how far that will travel.
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Post by paul on Feb 8, 2024 15:02:22 GMT 9.5
Sammy, if you have unresolved Montauk issues, you may be better not to read what follows. Sometimes there is a dangerous trap triggered by remembering.
Elena Danaan made this comment:
Other types of dark programs had also been elaborated and installed by the Dark Fleet and their reptilian allies from the Ciakahrr Empire.
They abducted many children and deconstructed their minds through torture programming such as the Montauk methods. Once ripe and programmed, they were taken as young men and women to training centers on the Moon and Mars to serve in the Dark Fleet and dark Secret Space Program.
Many of these victims were afterwards sent back with a Trojan Horse program installed. These are meant to activate simultaneously in everyone, to compromise the truth and spread a ‘doom-and-gloom’ conditioning narrative.
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Post by stewartedwards on Feb 8, 2024 19:14:59 GMT 9.5
> Do you feel your inner qualities and/or mission have not been properly recognized by the world? Sammy, please forgive me for interjecting here, as Paul’s question is something that I was asked of me two days ago elsewhere, that I have (amongst other things) been reflecting on. For me, the answer was both an instinctive and reflective no. Being recognised simply isn’t a factor. Realistically that only really happens to light workers post death in any case due to resistance from other’s comfort zones and the time it takes for energies to work through the system. Can I ask Sammy, is this the same for you? You are progressing well btw.
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Post by stewartedwards on Feb 8, 2024 19:36:13 GMT 9.5
I guess when it's all said and done I just really don't care anymore. It is what it is. I will have tried my best with others and myself and I can live with that.. or die with that.. My hope is always here, it's just hard to say how far that will travel. Sammy thoughts…. 1. I bet you do care, your heart might be aching. If it is don’t worry for in time contentment comes when you realise that you have done enough. Anything subsequently is icing on the cake. 2. All any of us can do is our best. I suspect that you have done a lot of good that simply isn’t obvious to you yet Sammy. Little things that you didn’t give a second thought to, but which have had positive impact. 3. Your hope, backed up by your energies can travel far Sammy. You never know whose heart you have/will touch, leading to them make a positive forward step, or who you give a ah-ha moment to, resulting in their growth or added creativity. I understand where you are at Sammy. It can be a bit infuriating, but at some stage you will become content. Gospel of Thomas: (2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All." From, first google result.. www.marquette.edu/maqom/Gospel%20of%20Thomas%20Lambdin.pdf I got to the astonished bit easily enough, but it took me many many years to understand the ‘rule over the All.’ If you can mentally insert yourself into those words it might help Sammy. If that isn’t possible try aligning yourself next to those words and feel the resonance. If that doesn’t work, just be patient.
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Post by sammy on Feb 8, 2024 22:50:48 GMT 9.5
Sammy, if you have unresolved Montauk issues, you may be better not to read what follows. Sometimes there is a dangerous trap triggered by remembering. Elena Danaan made this comment: Other types of dark programs had also been elaborated and installed by the Dark Fleet and their reptilian allies from the Ciakahrr Empire.
They abducted many children and deconstructed their minds through torture programming such as the Montauk methods. Once ripe and programmed, they were taken as young men and women to training centers on the Moon and Mars to serve in the Dark Fleet and dark Secret Space Program.
Many of these victims were afterwards sent back with a Trojan Horse program installed. These are meant to activate simultaneously in everyone, to compromise the truth and spread a ‘doom-and-gloom’ conditioning narrative. I may not be resolved but i proceeded anyway. They are connected, possibly directly. Not sure the breadth..
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Post by sammy on Feb 8, 2024 22:54:51 GMT 9.5
> Do you feel your inner qualities and/or mission have not been properly recognized by the world? Sammy, please forgive me for interjecting here, as Paul’s question is something that I was asked of me two days ago elsewhere, that I have (amongst other things) been reflecting on. For me, the answer was both an instinctive and reflective no. Being recognised simply isn’t a factor. Realistically that only really happens to light workers post death in any case due to resistance from other’s comfort zones and the time it takes for energies to work through the system. Can I ask Sammy, is this the same for you? You are progressing well btw. It is Stewart, maybe personal issues difference is all. I guess all I would say about it is that it would be nice to see. Just not necessary for myself to continue. Thank you for saying so!
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Post by sammy on Feb 8, 2024 23:04:07 GMT 9.5
I guess when it's all said and done I just really don't care anymore. It is what it is. I will have tried my best with others and myself and I can live with that.. or die with that.. My hope is always here, it's just hard to say how far that will travel. Sammy thoughts…. 1. I bet you do care, your heart might be aching. If it is don’t worry for in time contentment comes when you realise that you have done enough. Anything subsequently is icing on the cake. 2. All any of us can do is our best. I suspect that you have done a lot of good that simply isn’t obvious to you yet Sammy. Little things that you didn’t give a second thought to, but which have had positive impact. 3. Your hope, backed up by your energies can travel far Sammy. You never know whose heart you have/will touch, leading to them make a positive forward step, or who you give a ah-ha moment to, resulting in their growth or added creativity. I understand where you are at Sammy. It can be a bit infuriating, but at some stage you will become content. Gospel of Thomas: (2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All." From, first google result.. www.marquette.edu/maqom/Gospel%20of%20Thomas%20Lambdin.pdf I got to the astonished bit easily enough, but it took me many many years to understand the ‘rule over the All.’ If you can mentally insert yourself into those words it might help Sammy. If that isn’t possible try aligning yourself next to those words and feel the resonance. If that doesn’t work, just be patient. Thank you for your inspiring words Stewart! I would say my biggest irritation from others is the lack of a united progress for all. I will "as always" and like yourself, keep trying my best and help others along the way.
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Post by stewartedwards on Feb 9, 2024 0:37:24 GMT 9.5
I would say my biggest irritation from others is the lack of a united progress for all. Sammy, if I may test your patience a little for a moment, as I am currently going through a period of deep reflection after an eye opening series of posts elsewhere. I am still not sure if it was frustration with me, trying to get me to consider why many there dislike my posts, or if it was some sort of resilience interview type test. I chose to take a step back while I reflect to see what growth I can gain from it. But it is directly relevant to your words above Sammy. While I don’t get irritated, as I understand that we are all at different stages of our journeys through life, hence the lack of a United progress for all, makes sense to me. I offer you Sammy the following thoughts…. 1. You are forcing others (in a good way) to consider things outwith their comfort zones. This needn’t be your words, but your actions, eg helping people. People react differently to that depending on where they are (1) on their personal journey, and (2) where they currently are in terms of light and darkness balance. Massaging those individual energies, and maybe group and corporate energies to unite is not easy. Even though you might not have thought about this, it is in the very nature of where you are Sammy. 2. In past lives, you will likely have experienced authority and this might be a cause of irritation in this life, as what you know doesn’t have the same ‘weight’ that it might once have had. That is a double edged sword though as gentleness is what is required today. 3. Maybe, like me, (or maybe not) you want to get on with your next incarnation, yet you are still here, so frustratingly know that maybe you could do more, even if you have no idea what ‘more’ is. Equally though you know that if someone offers you ‘more’ that is likely to be for their advantage, not yours, and maybe be against your higher purpose. In our material world that’s a difficult place to be. 4. For United progress to be made, frankly a lot of people, groups, corporations etc, need to rebalance internally, and that will take some doing. As you know I have suggested ways that could be initiated, but we are past that point now as our world gears up for war on multiple fronts. Though I still hope that inspired wisdom amongst the powers that be calm things down. 5. In short Sammy, don’t get irritated. Given you recognise it try to think through it. Identify why you are irritated, but your first answer may not be the truth, you might need to dig deeper. Face yourself, learn the keys and the whys, then work on yourself so that the irritations are less irritating in the future. Know yourself. Keep at it Sammy.
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Post by sammy on Feb 9, 2024 2:43:53 GMT 9.5
I would say my biggest irritation from others is the lack of a united progress for all. Sammy, if I may test your patience a little for a moment, as I am currently going through a period of deep reflection after an eye opening series of posts elsewhere. I am still not sure if it was frustration with me, trying to get me to consider why many there dislike my posts, or if it was some sort of resilience interview type test. I chose to take a step back while I reflect to see what growth I can gain from it. But it is directly relevant to your words above Sammy. While I don’t get irritated, as I understand that we are all at different stages of our journeys through life, hence the lack of a United progress for all, makes sense to me. I offer you Sammy the following thoughts…. 1. You are forcing others (in a good way) to consider things outwith their comfort zones. This needn’t be your words, but your actions, eg helping people. People react differently to that depending on where they are (1) on their personal journey, and (2) where they currently are in terms of light and darkness balance. Massaging those individual energies, and maybe group and corporate energies to unite is not easy. Even though you might not have thought about this, it is in the very nature of where you are Sammy. 2. In past lives, you will likely have experienced authority and this might be a cause of irritation in this life, as what you know doesn’t have the same ‘weight’ that it might once have had. That is a double edged sword though as gentleness is what is required today. 3. Maybe, like me, (or maybe not) you want to get on with your next incarnation, yet you are still here, so frustratingly know that maybe you could do more, even if you have no idea what ‘more’ is. Equally though you know that if someone offers you ‘more’ that is likely to be for their advantage, not yours, and maybe be against your higher purpose. In our material world that’s a difficult place to be. 4. For United progress to be made, frankly a lot of people, groups, corporations etc, need to rebalance internally, and that will take some doing. As you know I have suggested ways that could be initiated, but we are past that point now as our world gears up for war on multiple fronts. Though I still hope that inspired wisdom amongst the powers that be calm things down. 5. In short Sammy, don’t get irritated. Given you recognise it try to think through it. Identify why you are irritated, but your first answer may not be the truth, you might need to dig deeper. Face yourself, learn the keys and the whys, then work on yourself so that the irritations are less irritating in the future. Know yourself. Keep at it Sammy. Sorry about your clash on other site! People these days tend to keep their blinders up.. Re:1 One important thing about myself and others that I learned is that if someone is to "change course" in life or thought, it must be through their own will. Otherwise you are fighting their will and will be seen as a threat or enemy (defensive). Re:2 Too right.. lead by example. The irritating part would be from the lack of fruit born from those trees, not that I don't have the trees anymore. Not wasted... but could have been more. Life goes on.. Re:3 I just want it all done.. not to do it all again. Re:4 Thus I have done the best I can and will continue to do so... it is what it is. Re:5 It can be increasingly difficult to find this on my own but I strive to do so. I will keep digging and working. Thanks stewart!
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Post by sammy on Feb 9, 2024 8:30:02 GMT 9.5
I think I have discovered my fault. I know I get irritated.. but I don't typically hold on to those disruptions.
However my problem is in the moment. I have also been trying to not let myself get too worked up (assholes in traffic, things at work, etc..). The trick I have to use is to remove myself emotionally or physically. Reconfigure thoughts and actions to surrounding facts, logic, and best possible results.
Easier said than done..
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Post by paul on Feb 9, 2024 8:40:20 GMT 9.5
When my thoughts are distracting from more important things, I say out loud to my internal intelligences: Move on guys!
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Post by sammy on Feb 9, 2024 8:50:38 GMT 9.5
When my thoughts are distracting from more important things, I say out loud to my internal intelligences: Move on guys! A great suggestion! Thank you!
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Post by sammy on Feb 13, 2024 6:32:24 GMT 9.5
A type of freedom of psyche is what I get. Like being unshackled or undoing/destruction of green tentacles from the body. I will have to wait to see if any physical results. A few days of observation.. the person I chose seems more open since being released. Higher energy vibrations (i.e. raise in confidence, physical and mental energy, mood). I have also found easier to shake loose in the moment for myself.
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Post by paul on Feb 13, 2024 7:33:23 GMT 9.5
Well done!
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Post by sammy on Feb 13, 2024 8:25:55 GMT 9.5
Thank you Paul, and thank you for your guidance!
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